For 2 months, I never took a bus alone. Never stepped into yishun interchange once. I just couldn't find myself the courage to deal with lonely bus rides. I was just trying to avoid the memories. Yet today, I boarded the bus unknowingly. Have I really got over everything? Or is it just an improvement in the process of getting over?
You only made a promise to me. That was to stop drinking so much alcohol after that night when you got drunked. I know You shouldn't keep this promise because we aren't related anymore. But that was the only promise. You never promised that you would be with me forever. Maybe, just saying instead of promising and showing.
The fear of getting in love again, the fear of getting hurt again, makes me rather hurt myself than letting others destroy me. I really miss how you used to protect me from everything.
'Hey babe dont worry, I've got you alright?'
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