Monday, 6 May 2013

A wrong choice?

Have I made a wrong choice of coming to jc? Why did i chose to come to Yjc to study all these shit. Dealing with all the stress and peer pressure. Managing a lie you made. You came to Yjc for me. In the end, you left me hanging there. I had to have such great courage to heal the pain you caused. Having people hating me and badmouthing me because of this breakup. All these are unnecessary. But why do i have to face all these?

I don't know why, but I'm always cursing myself. I always wished that i will pass away one day. And then, I will be able to see how much you will regret. How much our once relationship meant to you.

I really want to know how the girl you love now changed you. From someone who hates to talk about his family to someone who treasures family ties so much now. This had been what I was trying to change in the past but I never succeed. Am I that bad in changing you?

Iron man is the trend now & I can't stop thinking about you. Still remembered you kept begging me to watch it with you because I dislike such movies. Because of that love, I agreed and kept on reminding myself to watch part 1 & 2 so that I could watch 3 better with you. So much misses for you, do you know?

I guess after all, the love was not strong at all ever since day one. Because if you really love her so much, you wouldn't give up on that relationship even if there were problems that never seem to solve. You would want to keep on trying no matter what.

为什么在一起总是双方面的认同,而分手时却永远只是单方面的同意?


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