Reminisce

Do you remember you used to say so many sweet things to me? Even using bio terms as pick up lines? You always said you don't mind me being fat or ugly, always saying I'm beautiful no matter what. I could really just be myself in front of you.  We would cook together, eat together while watching movies on fushion. Everything felt like we were in our own house, full of love and happiness. You would always give in to me when I'm having my period. You would always buy me sweets very frequently and accompany me to eat whatever I crave for. You would always prepare medicine for my headache. Do you remember pupils dilate? Always bringing jacket for me or rubbing my hands when I'm really cold. Do you remember sending me home and you would always show the heart shape to me while you were in the lift? Do you remember those nights having our first supper together and you were so happy about it? Did you threw away the birthday box? Did you delete all the photos of us? Do you miss the grizzly bear? I miss having a peanut in my life so so much. Why just can't us talk nicely, set new expectations, give each other a chance, & just start anew? Why did you destroyed me so badly and just wanted a breakup without telling me anything? Why did you left me crying on the streets when you always used to hug me in your arms whenever i cry? I thought you said, that you would love me forever?