So.......... I have not been blogging for more than a month hahahah. I was way too lazy to blog and there isn't anything for me to blog lolol. Most importantly, I was feeling extremely happy for this 1 month because of the patch back (which explains why there is no emotional posts haha but don't worry because i will try not to post emotional things). As you all know, everything failed again. Firstly, I really want to thank those who gave me support and congratulated me when we patched back. Next, a big thank you for my classmates & friends from yjc who didn't ask me what happened when I cried really badly on Monday (在学校哭得最惨的一次 lol) and just let me cry and encouraging me.
Not forgetting my 2 besties and the animals for the endless support and love teehee.
On some days, you just feel so happy with life and you won't think about all the negative things. Maybe like homework, peer pressure, family problems & for me, yes, love.
But on some days, I just feel extremely sad (again). You can't blame a girl for not being strong. It is just that, I have been strong too long and I just need someone to hold onto me whenever I fall.
And yay I joined cheer leading for KOTS whoohoo. Dancing actually helps to divert the negative feelings away hahaha so i feel very happy and relaxed during cheer leading practices. I really don't know how long all these positive feelings will last because I can feel that I'm going into the cycle again.
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