I never expect myself to break down & cry for you again. I thought i have already get over it & accept the truth. I never know that i would break down upon seeing those things. I never expect myself to fall back into the breaking down stage again.
I absolutely know how fucked up my attitude was. How many times you always gave in to me. How unreasonable i am. How immature rude stupid dumb childish ridiculous i was. I stopped telling people about us. Why must you people keep on talking about this thing again.
I know why you want a breakup. I started to realised everything & start blaming myself everyday, reflecting on the bad i've done & changing into a more mature person.
I really didn't lie. I guess there might be some misunderstandings somewhere. I don't want you to hate me. I don't want to have such a failed past. I'm really sorry to let you have such a bad 'kinda first Gf' & a bad memory of love. I'm sorry for coming into your life and ruin your beautiful and perfect life you used to have before you know me. I 'm sorry to waste your time effort love and money on such a bad & fat & disgusting girl. Just erase this black spot in your life.
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