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大家都说，失去了才会后悔。我后悔了。

Right now, I really wish that you will read my blog. 

Because this is the only way I can tell you how am I feeling.

I blame myself for our breakup. I'm sorry that I wasn't sweet enough to you, not mature enough & working too many days and not able to accompany you. 

If I have another chance, I will definitely be a prefect gf that you want. 

But sadly, no more chance. 

I don't want you to just think about me, I just want you to think about wanting me back...

I still can't get over you. Seeing you in sch everyday makes me hate yjc a lot a lot. 

People say "hold on for what. Just move on"

说的容易，做得难。

Just imagine if you guys were me, just imagine if the one you loved the most just suddenly don't want you anymore. 

You think you can just move on? 

NO.

Is jc really a curse or what? Why are there so many couples who ended up like us? 

I know something happened to you & i really hope that I can be by your side and comfort you. 

But its just 心有余而力不足.

I really really miss you a lot... 

I can only listen to your voice when you answer questions in lecture. How sad is this when I could just called you in the past when I miss you. 

I hate dreaming about you wanting me back & woke up realizing that it was just a dream. 

It made me feel empty, lonely, depressed & I just wished that I will never wake up.

I know this is impossible already but you don't love me anymore.

But do you have any idea that this type of pain is too much for a girl to handle? 

原来是你这个假王子，让我相信我是个公主，让我相信我们能有自己的城堡。

原来公主是假的，城堡是假的，我们之间的爱也是假的。