Without

The problem lies on me, not being able to provide long term happiness to people. I have no confidence in myself that I am useful in this society. So many things happened recently and it only makes me realise that perhaps everyone can carry on their life perfectly without me. I just want to block myself out from everyone because I know I'm not capable of making them happy. I can't & I don't want to tell people about my problems & feelings. There's nowhere I can express myself and it sucks having to keep everything in me. 

School is really stressing me out and I feel like I cannot catch up with my work at all. So much for trying to keep results/friendships/relationship perfect but I failed so badly. 

“ I want to escape from this place full of mistakes I've made ”