Times like this I feel so shitty and lousy about myself, uncertain about what I can bring to others. I want to make everyone happy, I want to make you happy, even at the expense of sacrificing myself.
There's still that insecurity and fear in me, despite me already trusting and knowing that you won't hurt me. I guess the problem lies on me, having too many people leaving my life had made me a person full of fears. I can't blame anyone for all these but to blame myself. The reason why people left me is because of whatever I've done did not suit their style.
Sometimes I just want people to treat me important forever and change for me, but it always end up that these people go back to their old self and start leaving me. I don't want history to repeat itself. I guess it's time to reflect and make sure things don't go wrong this time because I'm the writer of my life and I don't want to be a bad writer anymore.
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