Happy?

“你不是真正的快乐，你的笑只是你穿的保护色

你只得真正的快乐，你应该脱下你穿的保护色”

Many people chose to keep the unhappiness inside them and rather not say it out either because they don't want to burden their friends/families or it is not appropriate to say it out. Sometimes, it is so difficult to tell someone about it because you just don't know how to start that topic or express your feelings correctly. It is really tiring to fake a smile and put on a strong front just because you want to protect yourself from any harm. To me, it is really okay to break down once awhile and reflect on where went wrong/how to deal with the matter. To my close friends/families out there, I don't know how to express myself face to face but I just want you guys to know that I'll be here for you all if something happened.

Everyone makes mistake, just like how I made a mistake in my drawing above. It is alright to make mistakes if people are willing to give you a chance to rectify it and you yourself are willing to try again. I've made a big mistake by being too straightforward and hot-headed towards certain matters and this led to much unhappiness among "friends" and I. This is definitely not one of the misunderstanding I would ever want to clear it in my entire life because I see no point in it. I rather people who just listened to 1 side story to have a bad impression of me, going on with life without those so-called-friends who didn't choose to listen to me and focus on living my life well after my life got fucked up by a person. 

"When bad things happen to you, better thing happen to compensate. Things happen for a reason."

My life is x10000 times better now and I'm really grateful for those who stayed on with me during the tough times.

"True friends are those who are there for you when you need them."