Just when I thought j2 will be a better year, things start to fall apart. Have been losing a number of good friends recently, especially one good friend that I thought she will always be there for me. I didn't know friendship was that fragile, all I believed was 'treat others like how you want to be treated'. I guess i am really too naive, too naive that the world is not inhumane & not as cruel as I thought. I was wrong, absolutely wrong. I tried being nice to everyone, tried making sure everyone feels alright even though I don't. Why things still got worse instead of better?
Seeing people around me attached or having people wooing them makes me feel so demoralised. I lost all confidence. Valentines Day is coming, so this year is another year of a lonely valentines day again?
Someone told me, "Life is like a roller coaster but you probably got onto the Tropedo and had a really bad drop. All you can do is to just try to enjoy the ride because it will end soon. No matter how terrified/scared/sad you feel right now."
And I asked, "When is 'soon'?"
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