2013

“We are all like fireworks. We climb, we shine and we always go our separate ways and become further apart. But even if that time comes, let's not disappear like a firework and continue to shine forever”

Today is the last day of 2013 and I want to sum up this worst/best year in my life so far. This year taught me so much and nurtured me into someone who will think before doing, not so childish anymore. I guess the biggest reason for my change is because of the greatest setback i had to overcome (so far), which is the break up. Even though i still don't really know the main reason for the break up, but i learnt to stop blaming the other party & start to reflect what have I done wrong. All the gossips/heartbreaks/pain that I have to overcome. They really taught me to be strong, stop judging, be independent, be mature and stop being childish. I've lost so much this year but yet at the same time, I gained a lot too. Losing friendships and relationship, motivation and even confidence. Gaining much support and love from true friends, making a totally awesome/wonderful/cool/epic group of friends in yjc. 

Events such as joining cheerleading, Cambodia OCIP trip, mugging together or even h2h talks this year really changed me and taught me a lot. Cheerleading gave me confidence, mugging together gave me motivation & how strong bonds can be forged through studying together, h2h talks helped me to move on & be optimistic. I also got closer with my family and i really feel much loved.

I'm grateful for every single one of you who tried to make my year so much better. Without you guys, I would probably just kill myself really. Thank you to every single one of you who taught me so much, make me realize so many things in life, making me laugh and really be who i am. I'm not good with words and i don't know how to express how thankful/grateful i am. 2014 will be good :)