The End

So everything has come to an end. So easily.

A sudden decision, with a lamest reason as an excuse, & the most hurting truth as the real reason. 

I really dk how to face it. 

Idk what to do with those polaroids, dk what to do with those photots, dk what to do with the presents I have prepared, dk what to do with those plans we made for the future.
Those songs you specially dedicated to me. 
Those songs I learnt to listened to so as to improve my eng to communicate with you.
Those places we wanna go together.
Those things we wanna do together.

So so so so much love were put in it. The pain almost killed me. 

I cried like every hour, even though i know you still wouldn't come back. 
That helpless night when I called you and you just fuck care, oh damn it felt like hell. 
Everything reminds me of you. 
Movies, restaurants, skating, school, yishun, town, camera, toys, skirt, hugs blahblahblah and the list goes on..
After all, I'm the victim. 
I got to be strong, especially when there are so many ppl supporting me & ppl are saying "HEY ITS NOT THE END OF THE WORLD" or "HEY YOU CAN FIND SOMEONE BETTER"
But this is really too painful, too hurting, too fucked up.
Everything ended just like "POOF!" 
What happened to our once so strong love? 
I know this is part of life, part of puberty. Because relationships at this age won't last till marriage (even though i really really believed that we could do it).
So yeah, I still will be sad but life goes on. 
I'm still the happy-go-lucky & always laughing me. No one/nothing can beat me down. 

“You shoot me down, but I won't fall.

I am Sandra Lim! ”